Nitish's Blog

Iam writing this lines for the one i am inspired by Not even worshipping her would bring the debt i owe her She has transformed me from a kid to a man Her wit, the glow on her face while she smiles I wish every happiness to be just all for her Even if it means giving up my own dream i been wishing for She has see me rising just like a star She never held me to those boundaries She held me tight when the days were tough and tight She looks right into my eyes everytime i go away She never complains she never hates about me She has loved me more than anyone else ever will I have always been told to be her replica And i would never say this to her face That i love her more than anyone ever in my life It hurts to stay away from her but i can never say to her I wanna hold her hand once again and walk those scars I wanna lay in her lap when my day ain't right I just wanna hug her when my heart is full of joy She's a symbol of strength and gratitude A symbol of a p...

There's no pen neither am holding a paper to write it all down Someday am gonna kneel down in front of you to tell what I feel I never had guts to tell this to anyone before in my life I won't make fake promises to hold that smile of yours always But i can try my best of all i can to not ever make you cry I have tried it before to fall for someone and trust me it was never beautiful as it is with you Yes am scared to loose this beautiful version of us as it's too precious Am scared to let everyone down someday when i would fall Am extremely bad in expressing the feelings as i never had anyone to teach This loneliness has taught me the toughest lessons of life I do know am still a kid as i do have a lot to learn But all i wish to learn this life while i have you by me All i wanna wish is to have you by my side when I breathe my last breath. -nitish

I am gonna be on my way to my home someday A place where i have my mother standing waiting for me that day A place where my friends live those who have seen my ups and down Its the same place where i had my first heart break And there lives my brother a little crazy and a lazy one Long have been those days when my mom used to wake me up Tears roll down when she visits and leaves me alone again too Looking at those nights when we used to have long conversations under that roof And memories are the days when we lived with our father in there Those Sundays where we used to have a family lunch and dinners Now i am living a miles away from my mother today Once in a blue moon i get to see her smiling face She taught us to live a life on our own build an kingdom by our own An idol an inspiration an fighter an survivor all we learned was from her. -nitish