Nitish's Blog

It's not been so long since i saw you down there is a crowd I saw you smiling and it just took my breathe away All i was wishing to walk all that distance right to you With a glimpse of an eye i caught you holding someone unknown I was been wishing and dreaming all of you since our breakup It was a day when i was mute and didn't utter a word It was a day when i lost everything like a tsunami victim It was just a year passed away since i was eager to get a glimpse of you It's always been hard to get you out if my heart and head It's not been long that i read through your last text that killed my soul It was a beautiful day while i listed to your blissed voice all way to work Things turned out it went all flow like a story wind or tornado All my dreams were shattered on floor like a broken glass door I just had a sudden death of my soul left to die alone I read it through every night to make myself believe its was true Things were tough but i never gave up on myself too ...

It's been a long day of this hot summer I am not aware why i am writing it here It's been long since we talked about life either It's been long since i heard your voice either I can see that sun shining bright high in sky Spreading it's light all around to enlighten the world I always learned to be a good human all from you I have been learning from a long to live a life without you A day might not pass when i won't miss you A night might not turn by if i didn't had a tear for you It's too easy to say to move on forgetting past anyway It's easy to say things will change and days will turn good one day I have lived on hope since the day i lost your presence in life I have been trying to keep the promises i made you with your last breath that time Climbing those stairs just to see you layong there on bed Wishing every moment that i don't loose you ever again Holding your finger i learned to walk  Having faith in you i learned to ride You pushed me out ...

It's been a long and lonely night Wishing all time for a miracle to fall in right It's been a long journey and still didn't reach half way yet I have seen the world moving with a lightning speed I have seen the people changing just like a tossing coin Days been tough and harder to face always for me I still keep motivating myself to keep on living My word's won't inspire anyone reading it though But all i know is thats how life is meant to be known It's not about any breakups neither of people walkong away As if even people got their plans to leave me alone It's always gonna be their loss as i did whatever i could do for them I keep on slef motivating myself to keep things smooth every passing day I still keep an eye on them who are preety precious for me I still make them smike who hold respect for me It's not about how good you are you are ment to be It's just a story of perfection and self motovation for me It's always going to be a lifes most...

Here i am missing you badly tonight holding a photo of you by my eye sight I wanna hold you and hug you tight You been in my dreams every passing night People won't ever know the love we shared World will never know the bond were  It's the memory of your i been missing all time  It's been you and me rocking our world past life I always had a friend a keeper I always had you by my side protecting me my well wisher I learned from you how is it to live  I learned from you the best lessons you taught me too Things did change while i climed those stairs Things are tough but I ain't giving in yet I always know you been having an eye on me I always know you been wishing always good for me It's always gonna be a sweet memory  It's always gonna run a tear in my eye missing you to be -Nitish

I often wonder sitting in a dark corner I often wonder will you ever be here I miss your scoldings i miss your rage I miss the lessons you taught me always I miss that smile which came when i played I miss those tears that i saw when i gained I miss the touch of the hands on my forehead I miss the hugs that i used to get when scared I miss everything that we always had  I miss you every now and than which words can't express. -Nitish 

I am gonna write down some beautiful lines for you I am wishing for you be my side till end of our lives atleast I just wanna plugin an headphone to your heart and listen your ur heart beat I am just gonna steal you from you and take you away all for me I am gonna share my world all with you till you be with me I promise to let a tear in those beautiful eyes that i am in love with I have seen you all around but non tried messing you aroud I have been wishing that maybe we would move off this friend zone I am going to write everyline having your description in it As i have been truely badly and deeply just in love with you This lines are just an certain feeling that i feel for you I have been stading right bu your side looking and you As i know you ain't gonna fall in love with ne. -Nitish

I am writing this lines for someone socially connected to me I am writing it for a gorgeous one who seems beautiful to me My word's can never express my feeling for her My feeling's will always be hidden as she want's them to be so All i have learned from her is to smile without smiling indeed I have been hiding a lot from her as it's better to be unknown She's been living miles away but falling for her was my best day I have not seen her but she's one of the best person's i have known Nothing can let her know how badly i have been in love with her I have been wishing since day that maybe she falls for me too But it's always gonna be a dream to hold her in my arms too World ain't gonna know what i feel for her Neither she will ever find out what been hidden in my soul All i am wishing is that may her smile lasts forever All i am wishing is wherever she would be may she be happy forever -Nitish

I am looking at the shining star up there in a dark night sky I am been missing your company since they day walked away I been walking those roads of life all alone wishing for you to be there Things do go tough when you are not right here But i have learned the lessons that no one else would have learned so fast I have seen the world chaging like a passing wind I have seen the people walking by seeing me making my way out there I have been lonely broken since the day you walked your way to heaven I have been living on a single wish that you might turn up someday I have been wishing looking at every child playing with their father I have been missing your words that used to inspire me I have been missing every moment that we have spent together I have been missing ny superhero my superman my dad forever. #Nitish