Nitish's Blog

I don't know what i should write about you  I don't know how to express what's in my mind true I have called half orphan and critisized too Maybe Someday i am going to make you proud too I might not have been best as what you expected me to be But i am learning day by day what helps me to be me I am following your footsteps of honesty and being good to everybody I am trying hard everyday to keep onto promises i made to you You might have passed away like a cold wind touching away You might have never noticed what i had for you You are the first thing on my mind when i see a child crying I know you have been sacrificing your life just for my dreams come true I might have never told you this but i always want to be like you I want to be tour shadow following you I want to be the kid that you always wished to be I want you by my side seeing me growing and helping me to live I miss your absence like it's was just a bad dream for me I miss you more as i have been lonely sinc...

I am sorry to make you sad maybe my day was preety bad My feelings for you are always special  As you are the one i call my guardian angel I might have said you this million times But i just wanna say it again  till i die I love you till the day i am alive Whatever maybe situation i am always by your side I might had made you sad again But just for once forget the past and just be together again As you are the diamond of my life You are the one with whom i wanna spend my life. -Nitish

I am not quite sure about how good i would be in paying tribute to you We have seen you we have felt the touch of you just like it was a blessing too We won't have said you ever what you meant to us in out lives too We would have broken your heart andlet you  down for million times But all we have seen you is always by us protecting from all problems of life We have seen you striving hard for our dreams everyday of your life We have never told you still maybe we will but you are the superhero of our heart beating in You have been our idol since the day we saw you at the same moment right We might not have let you know but you always been out teacher for tough times You have been a father, a son, a husband and a brother in phases of life But you were the best father that has taught us what we always were ment Schools taught us the lessons to get our roots for bright future in life You were the one who taught us the leasons of life that helped us pass through every hurdle of life You...

Those were the day's when we were at our best Those were the day's when thing's were impossible unlike today Those were the day's when hearts were pure and for sure No heart breaks no friendly breaks just fun loving days Playing with random friends like they were bonded by us I often think over and over again about those lost days Were we cherished our memories like a picture everyday We made friends so easily without doubting them a second away We have seen so much just of our lives during those days Hiding below the table while playing hide and seek Making boats out of paper's while it was a rainy day Flying paper planes and making sound of jet anyway Assuming to be astronaut just by wearing a helmet of dad's bike Playing with toy gun's imagining to be James bond that day Making crazy faces just to make people laugh out away Those were the golden day's of our childhood Those day's passed away like a passing wind We were something ...

It's been pretty complicated knowing me deep in always It's always been long day's being alone all in here often Have seen people so closely that it hurts being an human often I have seen their instincts, i have seen their soul's I have been someone that i always hate to be one I fulfilled everyone's wish but ended up always being alone I was always away from those whom i always needed be in here I have seen this world too closely that i just fear I have some things they way they should never be visioned ever Word's have never been fulfilling to anyone who were near Non ever knew the real me even if i let them near People often walked out when i needed them here People often made me feel guilt when i needed their care Love's not the things that's kind of my way either I have seen those eyes so deep in their hearts forever I have been selfless i have been just not a human My souls been broken into peaces that can't be fixed ever Peop...

It's a beautiful life just having you by my side I have been having you as my friend just isn't feel right I keep falling for you even though you won't for me i know We have had fights that made us loose our minds But at the end of the day we can't stay away from each other sight I can see your smile and just stare at it everytime you do I am there for you when day's ain't good for you Word's won't say what i have been feeling for you It's just you and me that make me the best of me It's a beautiful story which is gonna stay forever a dream to be. -Nitish