It's a complicated life.

It's been pretty complicated knowing me deep in always
It's always been long day's being alone all in here often
Have seen people so closely that it hurts being an human often
I have seen their instincts, i have seen their soul's
I have been someone that i always hate to be one
I fulfilled everyone's wish but ended up always being alone
I was always away from those whom i always needed be in here
I have seen this world too closely that i just fear
I have some things they way they should never be visioned ever
Word's have never been fulfilling to anyone who were near
Non ever knew the real me even if i let them near
People often walked out when i needed them here
People often made me feel guilt when i needed their care
Love's not the things that's kind of my way either
I have seen those eyes so deep in their hearts forever
I have been selfless i have been just not a human
My souls been broken into peaces that can't be fixed ever
People kept it breaking with their nature and care
And i keep trusting them thinking they are my loved ones and near
I fear being me someday somewhere when you won't be here
People would learn to value me maybe when i am long gone somewhere
it's not just some lines but it's just drop of my invisible tear
It's not me who ever learned to be a human puppet being here.
-Nitish


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