Broken Arrows

It's been a long time since i have been writing this time
It's been a long since i had ever thought to bring this down
Those memories of us is all that's tearing me apart
I just keep wishing i never had those nightmare thoughts
I keep thinking of it with ever blink of an eye
It kills a part of me making me guilty to be living being to be
I lost your touch that early morning
And i still keep blaming myself for loosing on to you
I made a promise with you holding on the last breath
And everyday i strive harder to keep onto it
I have lost a lot of people in this journey i been
I have lost a part of me who once used to live life to be
I keep wishing every time for you to stand next to me
It feels weird the way people have their eyes on me
I been strong i been bold standing those odds judging me all
I just keep my eyes low to avoid anyone know what i been through
I made a promise to hold things tight while you were gonna leave me right
I am still paying for things that i made mistakes in past
I am still standing out there letting them tear me apart
I do keep wishing for you to be here
I do keep wishing of making people know i don't fear
But at the end of the day i just stand alone here
But at the end of the day i have non to hear me here.

-Nitish

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