It happened again

Here i am again at the point i keep wishing i never end

Here i am standing right in front of my fear fighting it till the end

Once there was a time when i had everything like dream

Once there was someone whom i loved more than anythinG

She was the one whom i kept on wishing to have heaven

But than came a time i was a made a joke in everytime

I saw every one of them laugh straigh at my face

Passing comments about me being idiot in the race

I just had a hope she would stand by me someday 

I just had a hope she would know what it feels to be alone everyday

So i stepped off alone i walked the roads i would never had staned alone

I walked that distance that killed every little piece inside me in to it

I just broke myself in protecting those who hated me for being myself

But all i kept wishing was to happen good to them beneath it

I might fall i might break but i would stand whatever it might take

So i stood back again with a story uncertain and bleeding pain

I lost those ones who were precious for me i cared to be

And here i stand once again in this rain with life in dark again

As i heard my mother once uttering those words out of trust

A man can stand for every person he cared and protect till last breath

But it takes a iron heart to stand alone while words tearing you apart

So the day never came and i was just as i was meant for being

I looked every day at her and wished she would have same feeling some day

I just looked at the sky and wished she gets everything she decide

I know am never get that love being half orphaned and throwed

I would be standing in dark protecting every ones part

As i a broken heart which keep telling me am a good person apart.

-Nitish