Nitish's Blog

As we have always see it was so simple in the beginning of it, it just feels like heaven feels like that is the person you been searching all your life and the only one who understands and cares always. But as time fades you start losing faith start getting into arguments and just get angry impatient and that makes the distance between two. So here's a small piece of advice "I know he/she feels like the only one but don't rush wait for a while gel in talk for a while and set the right expectations" as it is said in the proved "Never make decisions when you are angry or you are extremely happy" as you often tend to be in the narrow point of thought of the consequences. And often what happens is you lose your control and make promises which ain't real so they think you changed when you try to make things right. And than that one thing happens which none of us ever wish or dream to happen before it starts as everything you did for so long faded away from...

I am writing this lines for everyone out there I am writing this line for every traveller of life Look out there for everything you can reach Travel till you have the air to breathe Look straight to the pear instead of the risk As there's nothing worth fetching easy Often the toughest journeys get the cover story Look at the sky aim for the moon Shoot for the star and you will land on moon But i often wonder what life would be if easy Just like getting a glass of water without walking for it Climbing an everest without facing those storms As non would be legend if they didn't move out Anything is easy when in the comfort zone Same is a love story with ups and downs Where two unknown people travel a journey Journey to explore each other Journey to find a mutual destination at end. -Nitish

I am writing this words in the memory of yours I never thought you would be gone so far Every moment we spent together was dream once heard Every person we met appreciated us as a pair That look in your eye was so convincing for me Those words of yours were just honey for me I never thought of you pushing away to me I never thought of us to be living apart to be We stood right there when they pulled you back I did try to fix ehat has happened at last But no one ever thought for a moment of time That theres nothing for them to worry indeed I promised you once i would hold your hand I promised to stay by you in darkness at last But here i am today where you have gone apart Here i am where i have nothing to say at last. -Nitish

It's neither the pen neither the book I am so confused where to look Searching for one thing i have lived my life But it's never seem so tough as this night Time has changed and brought me down I am just feeling like a clown Life has become just a joke As there's no reason or the hope Everyone i trusted has stepped me down Everything i wished has broken down I never thought to face time like this I am just lost again like this I am scared to loose people indeed But i can't express my feeling like they did I can't play dirty like they did Neither i can question the character indeed Holding one's hand i started to walk It took me a while to know their thought I was pushed to a pit where i stood long back Emotions drowned my mind and teared apart Tears went dry mind agitating all time Heart just feel betrayed a lot indeed No one to trust no one to listen I am just back to day where i stay hidden. -Nitish