Nitish's Blog

I am writing this lines with a frozen heart There's no feelings no emotions attached My soul feels dead my eyes are all wet As my mind just crossed her thought As my heart just skipped a beat thinking of her I can barely stand not to get a glance of her I can barely stay so far from her without seeing her I passed by her home a week ago I passed by her seeing the glance of her face by her I didn't had guts to stop right by her like before I can barely stand my self feeling so lost and alone But things have changed it ain't gonna be my wished way All i do is make my heart understand i need live without her All my lines are going to be in a loving memory of her All my lines are going to be the history for her All i am going to be a lost away memory for her. #Nitish

Here is am sitting on the highest point of the town Looking at the city which looks too small to me I can see the street lights and feel the cold wind by me Right there down is my home where i live by The city holds a dream of millions living in it The city is known for it's big bash celebrities living in it And here i am writing down a story for somebody Memory been fading out i can barely remember anything of that night It's never a fault of anybody when you loose somebody It's not just a mere destiny neither meant to be I can see the sea waves hitting the shore at end of the day I can see people running back to their places rushing away My lines aint gonna run away they just gonna do their job as always My lines are just gonna make you fall with a smile on your face I been watching the beauty of a city in this dark night today I been just surprised to see the beauty of darkness in front of eye today It's just gonna be another night repeating the part...

Here are some lines wired like burning lights Here are some words that you would like to know Lines ain't complicated i don't think so So here we start letting you mind read from heart Lines would say just some lovely word's anyway So here are those word's that gonna steal your heart beat away Lines are like the passing wind cold and still Love is like a drop in an ocean with a special one So the word's would express the what i wanna say My heart beats just for the love and care everyday I have always been losing people away No one ever had a time to sit by my site anyway I never complained i never let anyone down a day But things were always tough for me even still today Every word has a life story hidden behind it Every letter has a part explaining it It's not about the stars not about the moon It's about you and me and nothing unknown Days have been longer nights been scarier But as i always promised to you I will face everything by b...

Here is a story, a story of a smart boy and a beautiful girl The boy was famous in his class and girl was genius at her place Boy never expressed what he had for her, just kept looking silently to her The story was not that great until they had again met The boy saw her in a party and he was just in love with her The boy was scared to express his love for her The boy was scared to loose the only friendship he shared with her Boy went away just after they choose their own way The boy worked hard all day and night staying far One day boy was happy he text that girl for a chatting The girl replied to him with a smile and boy was on ninth sky They talked for weeks and months passed by There came a day when boy told her he loved her too high The girl was shy and didn't reply It was night when boy didn't sleep tight The next day came a message from the girl The message said yes for what boy asked her It was nothing but a yes for being his love The ...

Here i am with a pen and paper in my hand Here i am missing you with every passing moment It's all about you that i am been thinking true I have fallen for you since the very first moment i saw you It's always a beautiful dream come true for me It's just a story that i am gonna let the world know All i would be saying to you is i am truly madly in love with you My lyrics are gonna be just my feeling for you I am gonna steal your heart and make it mine I am gonna be your hero for rest of your life It's just of you i been dreaming every night I just wanna be your last breath that keeps you alive. -Nitish

Every story that i write has a small part of you in it too I never imagined living this part without you in it with me I had dreams spending all my life by being next to you I had a heart that used to beat just for the love of you Every morning for special to see your face and being with day It was so lovely yo listen your voice while we spoke over a phone The journey of life seemed so sweet and simple with you The things were never so tough as they are without you It was just a turning nightmare the day we broke up in two My life has just been at pause as i failed every time i moved on I fell i got hurt but what i always had a hope that you would turn back Every line every word has a memory i have spent just with you It's just an endless love story of me waiting for you. -Nitish

Sitting right below the night sky now Staring those shining stars and moon to be Wishing you all to be here sitting next to me Looking at the sky thinking of somebody close to me I would like to hold your hand and lay in your lap too All i want is to see at those stars shining all night to be Wishing someday to be right there and you seeing me I am wishing to be a star in that night sky I would be having my eye on you Staring right from that dark sky right at you Looking after you and following you I just wanna be the one close to your hearts I just have a small dream to be a part of your life I am just a common friend of yours I know i am miles away but i still care for you Distances never mattered until you were there for me I am always gonna be your first fan in this life I am just gonna love you till the end of our lives I am just gonna be that crazy living this life. -Nitish

My hands are shivering out while holding down a pen My words are all lost just tired of waiting for you My life feels too empty just without you being in it But still life is been going on and days are passing by Eyes have got numb i can't read anything written down It's not just about you it's not just about us But things did change since the day you have left me The days have been too tough the nights been lonely There's not been any moment without you being in my thoughts to be Words feel numbe the lines fade away things feel lost But what keeps me alive is maybe someday Maybe somewhere in a corner of this world We would meetup and have our eyes passing by But what would change is that you would move on And i would be waiting for you right there where you told me goodbye. -Nitish  

My eyes are wet and words are all set Maybe i am not that young yet to be done I might sound crazy as i often stay lazy The hearts little upset dunno what's next I am writing this lines for someone being nice I am writing it for the one i believe ain't alive I might not describe his influence on me I might fall short even in describing his story I believe to be his shadow his replica in life I believe to walk on his principles of life It's about his presence which mattered me most It's him who taught me how to stay strong and bold I was not a born good writer it is all who made me so I was not a born good reader either it was him who made me so I learned from him all till the end of his life He taught me best lesson of life when he left me alone I look at that dark night sky thinking him to be a star I look at that night sky wishing him to be up right there It was just a bad day when i lost his touch of life It was just that one day that changed ever...

Should I Quit!       It’s not been long anyone of us would have had this thought in mind ‘Should I Quit!’ In fact it’s the first thought we have after we start facing problem in our actions or decisions. I would say I have this thought often but what keeps me away from quitting is my curiousness for knowing the future or you can say my curiousness to know ‘what’s next?’      There’s no human who never thinks of it, but its fact that the one who overcomes this fear becomes what he dreams to be or achieves what he wishes to have. If we take example of some of the great legends like Steve Jobs or Bill Gates or any famous personality whom you would be seeking as your icon, even they pass through this face as it’s normal that no one can achieve what he/she wants until one overcomes the fear one possess. Even I have this thought when I start something new like a new job or a new assignment anything that’s new to me scares me off as I am no...

I have been surviving since a long just on a hope I have been hurt i have been burned down But what keeps me going is my hope for surviving It's not the race again the world to prove my existence  It's a race againt my prior self proving my skills everytime  There are lot of questions been stored in my heart There is so much confusion while living just this life now People won't stick always to be by my side People won't be honest to you always when they are with you Life would be tough life would be cruel too But all one needs to learn is to not letting down hopes true. #nitish

I am writing this lines, i know they ain't are any new But things have been different for me always being lonely But what keeps me moving is maybe someday i end up seeing you It's always a scary dream to wake up and not hearing from you I learned to write this lines just from the love of your's You never know what i have become since they day you left Line's might sound little untrue little bit complicated too But what didn't change was and always will is my soul that's true I have been in love with you since first moment i saw you It's not just your smile but it's everything that you do Keep's making me fall every moment in love with you I always had a small dream to make our love story true Maybe i can't make it true but all i can do is write one too Write a story of me and you that would end up together too I might end up writing something that we both wanted too. #Nitish

I am often told by people i am the shadow of yours I am often being told being your little hero I have seen the world from in and out since you left I have been from a lot in this ups and downs I might have written a lot about you and you are best in that too You are my father my always and forever to be super hero It's a dream of a every child to be like their father It's a dream of every dad to see their kids growing smarter  I might not be lucky to have you by my side today But you will always be my hero till the end of this life indeed Millions of words and trillions of thank you won't make a difference i know Neither my words can describe how great a father you were I just am surviving with a small dream on my heart I just want to be the one shadow of my dad I just want to be the one whom you would be proud to see dad. #nitish

We often have seen her in vivid roles of her life She has been our care taken in every part of our life She ain't selfish, she ain't ever been hard or harsh But do you ever know she has been loving you more than anything apart Things can't please what she has ever done for anyone  My lines can't even describe the mighty greatness of her She is always busy looking after everyone  She doesn't care how she feels or been there for anyone  Every word i would say can't explain how great she is Not even infinite lives can be enough to repay what she does for us Some might have lost tears when she is away from us She is our first friend our first teacher  She is the one who always been teaching us about the life She is our mother our sister a women indeed She is the greatest creations of almighty indeed. #nitish