A screen love story

I know i have been always too silent and emotionally crazy
I know i ain't as good and as happy as you want me to
But things keeps changing and life just keeps tripping
My lifes just enslaved to the people i never wanna stick anyway
I do live in a world of people wearing mask this days
Life was so simple when we were kind back those days
Heart was ao pure people were so calm
Things were so simple and never has this  hard days
I have been dreaming here now today of next to me
I know you said it everytime about you and me being impossible
I know i should never ask you that one thing as that messes us away
But believe me when i wanna stay next to you
Believe my words when i would say i just wanna hold on to you
It's just you who is been keeping me as one
I would be broken and lost the day you walk away
And i would just hear them saying i was idiot to loose you that day
And i would be smilling out there maybe because you always make best choice for you i know it everyday
All i am gonna is the smile of yours the silence that tears apart
Am gonna stand there watching you walk away
Am gonna be right there so i could make you believe my words of today
I know it's not that easy to loose you anyway
But i always feel that i have lost you long back there long ago
I just feel alone while walking down that life today
You know me i have been a bit crazy since the day i met you
I learned the meaning of love the day i met you
My words won't be expressing the love and care i hold in for you
But all i have been scared is of lossing you
I know my fear is gonna come true one day
And as i promised i would let you just fade away
All i want is that peace of mind which i have trying hard to find since i lost being fine
I am just searching for that one piece of love in everybody
Am just looking around for someone like you who would hold me tight
Am just scared of failing again in finding someone we used to be
All i am wishing is for a life where i have all of memory and time
All i wish is a little love and maybe just your time
And at the end what i been knowing with those tears falling off my eye you won't ever step in to be mine.

-Nitish

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