Letter to you someday

I been thinking to write this thing down but never had words of matching sound
So here i am just laying down to the floor just like dayd fron childhood too old
It was just like other's being a fabulous kid playing most of time and enjoying its way
So i choose to smile while i was left away i choose to hold my tears tearing a part away
Looking at that night sky i wonder often what would my dad say if he was here today
I am often been asked whats been lucky and special in life at last
My answer remains unchanged since i lost my best part my mate
Having the blessing of parents by our side always makes a difference
It always makes us comfortable and secured to have sleep at end of the day atlast
I been having this nightmares since i lost my best way
I been scared of people more than used to be someday
I can look at your eye and confess every part that i have lived
I can guide you to your best part even its of no gain for me
So i often write down my feelings and thoughts that i hold
As being human is all that i have learned from the family that made me someone
She shaped me well while she was miles away
She knew all of me even thought my words used to remain silent
So all i learned is to be strong and firm while the winds passes away.

-Nitish