Just my another story

Its been a while i have grow up a little thats what people keep in calling
It all began with about 24years years ago when i just stepped in as a kid
I was just 5 when i walked into that school with pretty scarey teachers
I never knew time would slip one day and  bring me here now
I was just 6 when i saw my younger brother in hospital to be
I was just 10 when i saw him walking into his first school day be
Life was pretty simple and days were just been awesome back there than
Than life just took a flip and i turned down to 16
I never knew that it was just happening all to everyone around me
I lost my idol my best friend forever in life to be
I just lost a touch of thr greatest person my dad paased to be
Time went little slow and hard on me back than where days felt like years to me
I turned myself all down from that one man who was the hope for little man of me
I saw every little part of world trembling around me while i was never prepared for it be
So i went out and started to write this down and thats how is turned 19 you never knew
Than it just went like this with new friends and regrets with family once in time to be
And than it all went like a memory of pictures and videos made with me
All that happened like i had a crush once on somebody but never took gut of speaking up in tobe
Than it turned all down and there i was turning 22 that night with my friends standing by me
It just happened like time flew by making us a beautiful memory
I took my step out of my comfort world i learned something i would have never known to be
I took a small leap and turned it to make my past just a history
All i knew was i kept on growing older making those memory
All i knew was i made my past a history writing it every now and than
All i knew was i had him always standing out there looking right at me feeling proud of me
And than it turned me down with all emotions breaking down landing me where i stand to be
I took a leap and bought something my mommy wanted me to buy it be
I just look a leap and learned a bigger responsibility while paasing almost 24 to be
And here i am standing today watching at that day light which makes us shine bright isn't it
All i learned was to smile and to hide every little peace of mine in it
All i learned was to love care and grow better with every passing day to be
All i learned was to make a better difference than i did yesterday
All i learned was to bring it down so people would have never know
All i knew is to be a that small kid who always made pain a history

-Nitish

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