I left in you a part of me

Its just a jumble of words in a structure unheard
Its just a frame of pictures which are left uncaptured
So here are my feelings which are always left unheard
So i choose to write them down for you maybe you would read once here
I started to fall for you the moment we talked
I do try to be best of what i could do when you called
Every time when we speak its just something unique
Every word that you told me means a world for me
So all i do is stand right out there looking at you from no where
I approached you with everything i had in me
You told me once to go ahead and have guts to ask for be with me
Momemts passed and time just flew away
And than came a day when you told me to stay away
It dis hurt me badly but i had feelings other way
So i standed still till you were there in front of me one day
I do miss looking at you and seeing you smile
But trust me i did learn to kill a part of me for people i once cared
I always been not good as other guys to show whats in me
I been pathetically bad in showing what i feel
I did try million times to tell you that i need a friend in you
But no one ever cared what it did to me as i never shared
Every life is hard and full of troubles and pain
But when you were around i learned to face the fear
So here i stand all alone with little tears in eye facing world with stone
I do get hurt often and i had non to care for me
So i learned my ways of just pleasing a part of me.

-Nitish

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