Nitish's Blog

I know most of readers out there have heard once in their life the golden word "there's a generation gap". But is there really something as a generation gap ? My mom often tell me "In our days we used to have so much fun as we didn't have TV's and mobiles to ruin moments" and the immediate response to it is "do you have pictures ?". But the lesson we learned from our parents is pictures doesn't always capture memories as best are those which are in memory till last breath and not pictures. My grandmother used to narrate stories of her childhood and all cousins of mine used to listen to her more seriously than even watching a cartoon time. So most of our parents fear the generation we saw shouldn't be extinct. As love letter had it's own goosebumps not like us which has got replaced by the whatsapp messages and google images. Best approach to express any feeling is to be face to face and not on video call once a elderly person to...

He was a boy and she was a girl Just like any other story always told They met on a public gathering While their eyes crossed each other And just like that old class style She blushed while he smiled Sitting on the ends of the couch Their story just had been on en-route They had the moments of love and light They shared their achievements every now and than She used to look at him like a dream king And he had her contact as dream girl to be Love was in the air like we dream there But than there was a twist Sudden she gave him a miss He wandered searching for her But she walked out with words unsaid She walked in once from a blind And now he was ready to walk out by Everyone blamed boy did wrong But non ever knew the story behind All he said was "I understand" And walked out in blind passing by.

Dark was that night when they met each other It was a long time since they spoke to one another They smiled while they saw standing at that place They shook those hands which once gave high five Food was good and even jokes were lames as they had once What they all noticed was the smile was fake for that moment They walked to that room to confess all their fears Each one of them knew it was gonna change nothing to them But as time passed they have grown mature by than Looking at each other pointing those fingers to one another Playing that game of truth and dare that night together There was a smile on everyones face but it wasn't fake Time passed by while sun had rised Greeting each other with all that love in their heart They walked to their journey and hugged again Promising each other to meet once again.

It's been a dream of yours once to be To meet a girl from that dream once A perfect one with every good in her to be There's nothing in her that you would hate And you just keep praising fate when you find her There she was standing in the crowd When your eyes crossed each other like everybody She was just like others an irresistible for you to be As time flew by you fell in love with her But she was not the one longing for you to be It just feels like a miracle to you with her So you look at her that smile you are in love with And ain't there nobody as special as her for you She just turns a world for you to be All her happiness means a lot for her to you So you cross that stormy tides those cold nights Just to see a glimpse of her smile for you And than comes a day when you down on your knees To propose her once and for all true Just praying inside for her to say yes to you.

Relationship - A boon or a burden ? I know there might be people who would be offended by the subject but trust me i was not able to come up with any better title than it. Also if you feel there could have been a better title feel free to subscribe first, follow and than comment. Everyone needs a follower who could correct them if they loose the track. Lets get back to the topic. Relationship ? it's always been a question to me for almost since the day i have learned that word i might be 15 or 16 when ii discovered that word. And it's funny as i learned that word in my maths class which has no attachment to thee article but yes my maths teacher was not that good looking as i don't even remember if it was her or him. As we all connect this word to love, care, a bond of joyfulness or a burden to some of them out there. But it all depends on what kind of partner you are with as to clap you need two hands to make that sound single hand can't until there are two peop...

It's been a while since i have written those lines It's been a time since i had a word with you The way we used to sit next to each other Those laughs we exchanged while you caressed my hair This lines are for you an tribute to memories we had That smile i saw while i walked for the first time That tear in your eye when i felt the pain I have never said you and can't even will But i promise to stand by you in darkness and light I promise to be there for you when you need me I would never let you down with any act you hate If i ever had a chance to share everything of mine I won't say a lie but i won't share the love of you That moment when i first held your finger That moment while i saw you first time while i opened my eyes I never had a guess you would be part of me Like i have been a part of yours for so long Years have passed and time has grew us older too But i can still say i am same one who wants you always I still can't be anything wi...

It was just like a fairytale story i used to hear every night It was just like made for each other everyday we lived Those kiss from you and those cuddles you had with me Those nights we shared looking at night skies Believe me those have been my the treasure So believe me when i said i love you i meant it But as we see time flipped and pushed me Pushed me far away from you as it was meant to be So now i look at those memory and smile unknowingly I don't care what people talk behind me As they do it since i have been living to be Believe me you gonna grow old one day You ain't gonna regret what happened to be You would be please this happened to be As you would write your own love story. -Naitik

Everyone has been through something once falling in love too Just like you feel you met the perfect one made for you Looking into their eyes you once discovered the world too It just was like a magic until it had to end too So look right into their eyes while they say While they say " I ain't good for you" While they say you would find a better one too Look at them while they walk past you Don't hold them back as it's good that happened It's good that happened earlier than it should be They didn't break your heart neither broke your soul So put that beautiful smile of yours and cheer Wait back and relax in backseat of taxi Wait while you look at them walking away So here is how it will now help you pass through Go to place unexplored look at faces never told So just look at the person you are now going to be Push back those memories and start walking As it's gonna hurt for a while but it's going to be a good story -Naitik

There is a train of my life There is a train which travels my life line It passes through the time carrying everyone Everyone i met till i am living my life People get in my train and travel till their time being We share memories good and bad They hop out once they played their part to be They step off once they feel my need is over it We look right on the eye one and every time There is no grudge i hold there's no rage But i always wonder who would stay till end As i am a traveller on that train Travelling my lifeline going till the end Someday it's gonna end somewhere to be I wonder would it be me alone at the end Standing at that station where it all ends Looking for someone to share those stories Looking for someone to tell those worries Sharing all those joys and pain i had been through As at the end all that matters is a bunch of people Bunch of people you call as your family maybe A family bonded by blood or feelings once shared As nothing was eas...

Here i am again writing lines for someone once i knew As it was a magical journey until it had an end It did gave lot of pain it did gave me lessons to learn So as it began for me just like a moment ago As it had lots of ups and ups like a dream for me Holding your hand i felt the best journey to be Every day was like a new beginning Time felt like was the best part of my life But who ever thought it can come to end So i looked at sky every night since you have gone I looked at those picture of you and me then I remember every moment had together true No one ever told me this had an end too It broke me to pieces which can be fix every too I have no words left to say when i stand in front of you I have nothing left to say as you took everything from me I have nothing left to give when our paths cross someday to be So here i am writing this for you When you look at that perfect one for you Just see you have all of you in it I wish you get what you been dreaming of tr...

As we have always see it was so simple in the beginning of it, it just feels like heaven feels like that is the person you been searching all your life and the only one who understands and cares always. But as time fades you start losing faith start getting into arguments and just get angry impatient and that makes the distance between two. So here's a small piece of advice "I know he/she feels like the only one but don't rush wait for a while gel in talk for a while and set the right expectations" as it is said in the proved "Never make decisions when you are angry or you are extremely happy" as you often tend to be in the narrow point of thought of the consequences. And often what happens is you lose your control and make promises which ain't real so they think you changed when you try to make things right. And than that one thing happens which none of us ever wish or dream to happen before it starts as everything you did for so long faded away from...

I am writing this lines for everyone out there I am writing this line for every traveller of life Look out there for everything you can reach Travel till you have the air to breathe Look straight to the pear instead of the risk As there's nothing worth fetching easy Often the toughest journeys get the cover story Look at the sky aim for the moon Shoot for the star and you will land on moon But i often wonder what life would be if easy Just like getting a glass of water without walking for it Climbing an everest without facing those storms As non would be legend if they didn't move out Anything is easy when in the comfort zone Same is a love story with ups and downs Where two unknown people travel a journey Journey to explore each other Journey to find a mutual destination at end. -Nitish

I am writing this words in the memory of yours I never thought you would be gone so far Every moment we spent together was dream once heard Every person we met appreciated us as a pair That look in your eye was so convincing for me Those words of yours were just honey for me I never thought of you pushing away to me I never thought of us to be living apart to be We stood right there when they pulled you back I did try to fix ehat has happened at last But no one ever thought for a moment of time That theres nothing for them to worry indeed I promised you once i would hold your hand I promised to stay by you in darkness at last But here i am today where you have gone apart Here i am where i have nothing to say at last. -Nitish

It's neither the pen neither the book I am so confused where to look Searching for one thing i have lived my life But it's never seem so tough as this night Time has changed and brought me down I am just feeling like a clown Life has become just a joke As there's no reason or the hope Everyone i trusted has stepped me down Everything i wished has broken down I never thought to face time like this I am just lost again like this I am scared to loose people indeed But i can't express my feeling like they did I can't play dirty like they did Neither i can question the character indeed Holding one's hand i started to walk It took me a while to know their thought I was pushed to a pit where i stood long back Emotions drowned my mind and teared apart Tears went dry mind agitating all time Heart just feel betrayed a lot indeed No one to trust no one to listen I am just back to day where i stay hidden. -Nitish

Eyes are closed and mind ain't at peace It just feels broken and can't ease Looking at those memories i had Looking at our pictures which made us laugh Those moments which made us who we are Those lessons you taught me atlast Your absence does hurt a lot indeed Your presence is what i need at top of it Looking at your picture eyes shed tears now All this thinks i have achieved feels worthless now I never had a hand to pat my back I never had a hand to guide me in dark path Those days are being missed when we sat together Days when we discussed​ until mom yelled over Times when you used to caress my head before i fell asleep Times when you made me learn to be a better man to be Things can't replace your absence for me Life just never gonna be complete without you for me. -Nitish

Once upon a time that how their story began As simple as their soul was living to be It all began with the traditional way A boy met a girl and they met  often The meetings went casual as often They had a little of attraction for one another to their surprise they had love for each other he often did thinks to bring smile on her he stayed awake just to get a glimpse of her everything she dreamed he destined to fulfill than but as always life does give you ups and down tastes were different but he was willing to give in for her days went by and months passed away but still he didn't give up on her she was his dream and he was a dreamer that's how he became a story teller A story of his life where he lived forever to be Things didn't matter to him as he was a man of memory Giving up was easy for him all he thought to be But time tested him once when he crushed his dream for her. -nitish

Iam writing this lines for the one i am inspired by Not even worshipping her would bring the debt i owe her She has transformed me from a kid to a man Her wit, the glow on her face while she smiles I wish every happiness to be just all for her Even if it means giving up my own dream i been wishing for She has see me rising just like a star She never held me to those boundaries She held me tight when the days were tough and tight She looks right into my eyes everytime i go away She never complains she never hates about me She has loved me more than anyone else ever will I have always been told to be her replica And i would never say this to her face That i love her more than anyone ever in my life It hurts to stay away from her but i can never say to her I wanna hold her hand once again and walk those scars I wanna lay in her lap when my day ain't right I just wanna hug her when my heart is full of joy She's a symbol of strength and gratitude A symbol of a p...

There's no pen neither am holding a paper to write it all down Someday am gonna kneel down in front of you to tell what I feel I never had guts to tell this to anyone before in my life I won't make fake promises to hold that smile of yours always But i can try my best of all i can to not ever make you cry I have tried it before to fall for someone and trust me it was never beautiful as it is with you Yes am scared to loose this beautiful version of us as it's too precious Am scared to let everyone down someday when i would fall Am extremely bad in expressing the feelings as i never had anyone to teach This loneliness has taught me the toughest lessons of life I do know am still a kid as i do have a lot to learn But all i wish to learn this life while i have you by me All i wanna wish is to have you by my side when I breathe my last breath. -nitish

I am gonna be on my way to my home someday A place where i have my mother standing waiting for me that day A place where my friends live those who have seen my ups and down Its the same place where i had my first heart break And there lives my brother a little crazy and a lazy one Long have been those days when my mom used to wake me up Tears roll down when she visits and leaves me alone again too Looking at those nights when we used to have long conversations under that roof And memories are the days when we lived with our father in there Those Sundays where we used to have a family lunch and dinners Now i am living a miles away from my mother today Once in a blue moon i get to see her smiling face She taught us to live a life on our own build an kingdom by our own An idol an inspiration an fighter an survivor all we learned was from her. -nitish