Nitish's Blog

There's this women all in my head she is tough to get out there She was the one who heard my very first word She was the one who cried when i was hurt She has been a teacher and a great best friend I ain't scared to tell any thing in life to her Her smile is a blessing to everyone around her Everyone in her life owes a lot of to her She has been selfless she has been best of her She taught me lessons i could have never learned She made me tough so i could pass this storms She made me humble so i respect everyone out there She is my first love and a best friend indeed I ain't gonna be scared of telling who my crushes to be She is the best anyone can have by him Shes's a perfect idol of how i want my partner to be A tear in her eye just tears me apart A smile on her face shows what i have got Her words were not humble in time of need But i learned it lately she was the one indeed She gave her comfort so that i could sleep She gave in her life so that ...

It's an endless Journey of time that has brought us at this point it's been 9 years since i had your final sight Time passed by just like a wind without you in We stood all odds we faced those storm in those past days everyday was a learning curve for something that you taught us those days every fall every scar has made us bolder just like you wishes us to be with every passing year on this day we feel the loos we had when we lost you Those memories still do haunt us of the day you passed by the chase to the hospital and climbing those stairs just to have a glimpse of you I been learning all this years long and am grateful to you and mom we learned the importance of being alone in those darkest nights we learned to stand still when life hits us hard i agree i was stubborn and always hard for you in past than but with your absence i learned what life was all about i learned to be humble and calm in the days of hardships i learned to be a peacemaker when the time...

Here is a part of the story which is being untold to be There's gonna be a day when he's gonna break the chain There's gonna be a day when he is gonna set himself free Dreaming every dream that's impossible to achieve Thinking of every little thing that once was a mystery Long hidden has been his talent from the people around He's been a trend setter once long back there in darkness His past said a lot about him and his present defined him Long passed was his way when people were busy judging him Only thing that he cared was the people he loved to be Writing down his passion draining down all action Setting up a new standard by raising the bar's every day Little did anyone knew of him what he was about to do Little did anyone knew what was hidden inside of him too All he wanted was a love while he was running all around world All he wanted was to hold every part of him setting free He believed in what he once had a dream to be He lived on the d...

Finally again when my hands are on this keys typing in A small smile with a storm of thoughts in that brain I been judged i been betrayed by people i ain't aware as you sow, so shall you reap that a story of life to be a pen and a paper that has been lost in this era to be we grow and we survive with every part of you in that moments leads to memories and than they lead to journey's you look at that someone with all the hope that you had you smile to every person who has been long around but we never would have wondered the magic of words to be a simple line can change the meaning of in it to be a simple text from someone can make someone's morning to be while long somewhere just a voice of that once person is all they need we live on the edges when we need to choose the life we once lived with those scars inside us we learn what we grew up to be. -Nitish

it's just like old days how we begin, a long time ago... there was a kid, a kid with smartness all in him he had that courage to stand being different he was always ready to pay the price of being unique some thought him to be idiot some thought him being fooled but he was a person build of his principles every day he lived the life like the every kid around him he stood by him parents words and never disappointed them there were people around who appreciated every part of him but deep down him he was hating being the one time flew by and he lost people close to him he grew up older and started standing up on his own he earned the respect and dignity he always deserved he did looked after everything that he had learned but still he always regretted to be an obedient one so one good day he went up to his special one the one he called his mother and the care taking one he told her what he seek and she laughed with a blink a moment of silence flew away into the room...

There was a boy who lived in a small town by And then there was a girl with dreams bigger Boy moved by to the city for the day to day earnings Girl moved in just to be what she dreamed to be It was a beautiful day when he saw her first day The time flew by and he gained courage to sigh He walked to her one day for being a friend of her that day While the time was moving by With them talking all day and night He had lost his father long ago So he looked for that lost sole in her too He wished for her smile everyday Until the day she turned off on him one day She knew his feelings for him were true But she was among those who don't wanna hold to He broke down and was all alone Looking for a friend in every sole Some made fun of him than a day All he knew was it was meant to be that way. -Nitish

Long gone are the days when he used to smile everyday All he now misses is a scolding of his mother today It was a different world to have mother by side those days Having those fights and mentioning them as generations gap day Those smiles those tears everything is now a memory Having those dinner and lunch and cracking jokes around Teasing the siblings and quarreling all day long Spending those evenings watching movies with family at home And than the time flew by and pulled us away  Far away from the place which gave us a peace at end of day Working all day and coming back to that place with a smile on face Having the food and not worrying for what would be next day Long gone are those days when things were just ready everyday Time just changed and pulled us away leaving memories for us to say Now are the days when we wake up not with mom's voice but alarms everyday Food is not always ready as if hungry we need to learn to cook today That smile ha...

It's often a memory which makes us smile with a tear in eye It's the wind that blows by makes you miss old days with sigh Long passed those days when smile was pure as a kids around Long passed those days when we used to live without worry to be It is funny to see once a kid are today a grow ups It more funny to believe we used to think it was happy to be a grown up All those wishes which we used to make to god just look funny today Those moment's of hide and seek with friends every evening Those moments when mom used to yell just for dirty clothes Playing football while it's raining out and falling sick later night Standing out of classrooms and doing pranks while students pass by Sitting at last bench and passing comments during a class Life just moved on like a flash and all this moments feels like a history Soon would pass this day too and all we would know is a memory Some made us strong other made us grownup's But the best part of this journey ...

Dear you this letter is written just to express it to you I am an idiot who would never tell you those magic words I am lil stupid and thats why i never got hit by a cupid But all i know is theres something special i see in you All i know is i write things in the memory of you Someday somewhere i am gonna find the memory of you Someday am gonna smile like an idiot in a place no where I know i would never have you standing by my side I know you have things much important than you to me But somewhere the magic would happen and you would be fallen All i wish is that lucky one to be me while i tell you this special story Standing by here i see your smile just as bright as sunshine But still i wish i could hold that hand of you Still i wish i could say those words to you As the time would pass by letters would erase With the passing time i would be a gone phase I am already a history for you i been knowing that I am already the page turned over so you live a better phase. ...

Here i am again at the point i keep wishing i never end Here i am standing right in front of my fear fighting it till the end Once there was a time when i had everything like dream Once there was someone whom i loved more than anythinG She was the one whom i kept on wishing to have heaven But than came a time i was a made a joke in everytime I saw every one of them laugh straigh at my face Passing comments about me being idiot in the race I just had a hope she would stand by me someday  I just had a hope she would know what it feels to be alone everyday So i stepped off alone i walked the roads i would never had staned alone I walked that distance that killed every little piece inside me in to it I just broke myself in protecting those who hated me for being myself But all i kept wishing was to happen good to them beneath it I might fall i might break but i would stand whatever it might take So i stood back again with a story uncertain and bleeding pa...

All i need is just to be with you Truth is to put a smile for you Words fall short when it's for you I can't think any less for you Looking at your face everyday The smile of yours makes my day Standing there watching you I do know nothings true Thinking of you now and then Love falls short and it's done All that hurts is loneliness I do know story has an end I keep wishing everyday For us to fall at one place today Hoping for the best in us You are the best of Us. -Nitish

Am just gonna write some lines down the time It's just about something i keep wishing everyday I just wanna see you standing by my side I just keep wishing to be a reason for your smile But everything seems to fall away without you today I may not be the one just way you been dreaming I may not be perfect just as you been true But all i can say i won't go away What i can say is to be the best person i can I can promise to make you believe the best in you Even if you walk away leaving me someday Because all i been wishing for you today With every time i close my eyes i see you in there With every time i see you my heart races just like it was yesterday Things just changed like it was never meant to be People just walked in between and created more space today So here i come again with the same smile Looking right through you and passing by Wishing same to be the best once you wished to be I might not know everything about you But all i wanna be is best part ...

Here are some line for once a best friend of my life She walked in with a smile on her and that's what she impressed She was always being bold and always being strong She taught me those lesson which i should have learned She warned me for those consequences i faced Even though she never forced me anything she choose She looked with a smile which was pleasing for me Yeah i did fall for her at a moment but than stood by her She just showed me the path of what could be best of me She choose one day to teach being lonely She left my path and walked all of her own She showed me once more she was bolder than i have known I learned a lot from her and still keep learning too All that has changed is how i have been taught what i should be true Some people told her things which were not known to me But all i have for her is a friendship which she offered to me Once we stood right next to each other And now there's a time while we don't talk any longer At the end i...

The turning point, often defines as destiny, luck or just a good timing for different people. At times even bad times are been defined to be a turning point for people. In short it can be said the time that defines a major change of growth or loss in one's life. So the turning point in my life can be lot many times, as life is an journey which starts the moment we take birth and ends with the death of us. Now turning point has the prior intimation which are been identified by very few people and that is a warning sign so one could save themselves from getting into trouble at times. We being an human are driven by emotions more over than the intelligence at times of emotional curves. Emotions are one of the factors affecting our decision making skills. The another factor of of our life is it won't give you signs for the turning point preparation again and again, so the major point out there is to be pro-active in understanding the progress of ours in the life cycle. Turn...

Here are few lines just describing a small part of my life It all went back when i had on you my first sight It was a hot evening with you standing out there and shining Word's would fall short while i am describing you All i dreamed was to hold on and stick to you I was living on a hope to have you by my side one day I was wishing for you to look at me just with love one day Than there was a time when i spoke to you A day when i told you every single thing i felt for you I knew it would pull you away but i took that anyway As the time slipped slowly and had a beautiful fly I used to look at your face with a smile every day by I never missed to have a glimpse of you while i lost you sigh I learned from you the way of living a life I learned to be a better person one day while touching sky Looking every phase of you with days passing by I found my happiness in you while you lived by And than there was a day when you stopped waving for me There was a day when i beg...

It's been a while since i have lost your touch from life It's been a some time when i last saw you by mu side Every memory of you have turned me in a better one to be But what am gonna say you today is something i never said to you My life been a mess lately since were pulled away true But all i learned from you is to be strong holding in on to I learned to walk holding on to you finger I still do remember my first day of school with you I do remember you scolding me for letting you down too But more over what i remember is the moments we share too Like enjoying with you while mom was not around true Like copying your styles while you were not in room Specially watching late night movie from the hole in my blanket Just the worries that you had when i fell sick The sleepless nights i have seen when i was studying But i have learned my life all from you The principles i had too because you made em I would never let you down true as i would like a sun too Someda...

It's been a while since i have written something just because i was lost in it So just sitting on my bed and writing the lines i wanna write once to be It's just the words which are left unspoken to the one i wished with be But it's the iron of life she doesn't wish same to be and i can't stand on to be It just went like this i was wishing to talk just some words with you But you walked by me with no more expression that used to hold on to It was really surprise to me and took a moment to learn i just lost you So now i stand right below the sky wishing for you to listen someday I just stand and keep wishing all good things happen for you A wish that you may smile to the fullest which you have always deserved So i turned myself down and let the people tell me clown I been holdings guilt's in here for loosing you from next to me dear Someday you gonna turn and look at our best memory maybe But all i still would say just never hesitate to call me some...

Its been a while since i been learning from you things i wished i never knew The smile of yours is addictive i just fall for it when i see at you Every word that you say every thing that you do matters to me more than anyting true  Things have changed and time has passed too  All i remeber is we ain't same what we once used too Memories of calls that used to past hors long once Are now the calls that happens rarely to be once Every time i notice is a new best part of you making me suvive another day too I might make you bored but i would always tell you You are the most beautiful women and you keep getting more beautiful with day passing too Every moment that you heen sitting right mext to me I would keep thanking it to you as that was something once i wished too I have been in a sleepless nights with a nightmares of loosing you But at the end whats gonna happens is all that you gonna wish to I would try million times just to praise the best part of you I would compliment ever...

Its been a while since we have anything that is explaining a part of mine I been broken in pieces apart i been torn and full of scars But what didn't change me is a good in me which keeps me going till end to be I been betrayed i been mugged no one ever though of anything such I have fallen for people and been badly hurt but still i stand right there on earth It's not being follish but it's been a truce in me that makes me stronger to be I have learned the best lessons of my life and that what makes me what i am alive Words have always been short to descibe this journey in short I often get asked by people I don't know the pain of loosing people at last It's simple to accept that they have gone but best part of it is they are in my heart People would come and people would go but life keeps going thats all i know Every smile on the face of the people i care means like a world out there Some smiles take away the peace some has let me have sleepless to be But honor and...

It's just feel amazing the way i had my night just passing I been learning all my life running from things i feared in life I been crawling at time when i loose the strength that i need to move So here i begin for the most beautiful women in my life to be Here are the lines that describe what she mean just to me You are my world you are my life i can barely imagine my life You taught me to be strong you taught me to be hard You teached me being a man while i was busy being a kid I might have never told you ever but loosing you is my worst fear I have travelled to far but i still miss talking to you my mother I have written million lines but this one gonna be best of mine I remember your sleepless nights just because i was sick that night I still remember the taste of your food and fights we had while having it too You been always an inspiration turning my life a dream destination You always did what was right for me but i been hiding all love in me I learned all fro...

I am writing this lines just for the word i been running known memory It's been pushing me hard making me loose everything i once to be holding I been looking at it for long with all that thing run tears of me All i have learned from is to be loosing since i been watching All i been learning is to be holding it too tight been killing But it's all i have got now to say what been my belonging So i am writing every memory i been holding making me crazy So first come the day when i saw him leave me all alone here moving away I been terrified and shaken and it's driving me crazy and i just can't say it It goes like a childhood memory making you go weak and go slow And it's the one which makes me go crazy all over again and again too Listening to those noises of playing around with my siblings to be Looking at that face of my dad having his eyes all over me And night when he used to go sleepless with mom sitting next too I been dreaming to be the one they a...

I been thinking to write this thing down but never had words of matching sound So here i am just laying down to the floor just like dayd fron childhood too old It was just like other's being a fabulous kid playing most of time and enjoying its way So i choose to smile while i was left away i choose to hold my tears tearing a part away Looking at that night sky i wonder often what would my dad say if he was here today I am often been asked whats been lucky and special in life at last My answer remains unchanged since i lost my best part my mate Having the blessing of parents by our side always makes a difference It always makes us comfortable and secured to have sleep at end of the day atlast I been having this nightmares since i lost my best way I been scared of people more than used to be someday I can look at your eye and confess every part that i have lived I can guide you to your best part even its of no gain for me So i often write down my feelings and thoughts th...

Here i write some line for the one whom i would wish to be with right I would wish to see her smile while i wakeup every time I would love to make up to her when is tired and hates being around I would walk those extra miles just if ut ever made her smile But i won't let her down just for the moment i want her as clown I would make her feel special in every way i can I would hold her hand and always takena stand She would mean a world for me maybe someday And i would do all of it just because i wished same from someone someday I have known the pain of standing lonely in the dark I have known those sleepless night of nightmares apart Its all upto us what we make at the best of us Its always upto us what we do to make someone happy at last She can giveup all her dreams just to help you achieve your goals We can pass her back some love and care for what she's been doing out there. - Nitish

It's been so long i have never been so strong It's been too long i haven't written anything for you mom She wakes up early just so we could make things on time She give's up her wishes so we could fulfill all of ours She took the pain of staying awake all night when we were sick She stays right there when we need her by our sides She raised me from being a kid to a man with honor She helped me nourish my thoughts and made me stronger There's always something special about my mom She's been too special as she is my first best friend I have cried i have shouter right on her face and she never doubted I have been worst i have been best just when she was standing next I might have been silent in front of her but she is all i always have So every now and then when i get a chance i go and stay right by her It's been while since i seen her smile but she is best in a while She's been special mom to me as she made me a man meant to be So i call h...

All i have now is nothing left to say Words left few when i look at you Its just what i been waiting for you But i know i am not gonna end with you All i am is just a friend for you So i though to make my mind for you Maybe its time i should give up too I been trying, trying harder just for you there A day seems long when you ain't around A moment didn't pass without you being along All i hold you is right in my heart Even though its tearing me apart All i learned is to be good from you All i listened to was the best of you Moments passed and memories just fell I looked back around and you had your own So i sat down right there took a pause breath in there All i heard is from people all around They often keep asking when i would bow down All i have is nothing left to say All i have is a lonely way -Nitish

Lets write some line's for a broken heart Lets write some lines for a life's torn apart I was just a simple guy neither cared nor deny Life was pleasant life was good better instead than it could I used to smile from the heart instead Now it's like lost all in me I walk by her just to see her face I look for a reason to listen her everyday But all she knows is am bad maybe All she thinks i ain't good enough to be Day's have flown night have passed But am waiting for a moment when she would look once I ain't as good as those cool around her too But all i know i am best of what i could do I have lost myself all in her But all i still care is all good for her I keep these distance because it's all she asks after I just keep breaking it apart as it's all that's left after. -Nitish

Its so simple its so hard its complicated than anyones thought It messes your mind it messes your souls just at times unknown Its something that changes all about you without letting you knew No ever knows how they change all that matters is why they change It makes us stand closer it tears us apart All we know is its just a human lifes part No one can judge no one can predict what they would do at what instinct So i though to write few lines on the complicacy and simplcity of them They made a lot mess in peoples lifes around Some stood firm while some were just dorwn It pulls you harder to the deepest darkest part of you It makes you someone whom you would never knew It helps you rise it makes you fall but they are always standing tall They can make people judge you in moments they spent They can turn you hero or a laughing clow All we know is they never been bribed never been thrown And thats how they are been called feelings of unknown. -Nitish

I heard it once i heard it twice it was mever good to be nice I had scars from past on me people barely had trust in me I learned it lately i learned it hard it was tough for me to travel far I walked those roads lonely in dark but never had anyone appreciating that part I had fear i felt that pain which made me go feelings drain I looked for you every now and them but you were lost with someone than I had a faith all in me maybe someday you would stand next to me I had little faith maybe you would turn knowing about me how i learned So here i am standing in the rain facing storm once again But all i have learned is to be human again Wishing for everyone's best even if i lost again I have learned from my journey to be good in me I have learned so far to face everything being bold to be So here i am wishing all good for you while you push me away from you I might have lost my smile and learned to be fake But all i have know is i can't ignore you or hate So i walk...

Its just a jumble of words in a structure unheard Its just a frame of pictures which are left uncaptured So here are my feelings which are always left unheard So i choose to write them down for you maybe you would read once here I started to fall for you the moment we talked I do try to be best of what i could do when you called Every time when we speak its just something unique Every word that you told me means a world for me So all i do is stand right out there looking at you from no where I approached you with everything i had in me You told me once to go ahead and have guts to ask for be with me Momemts passed and time just flew away And than came a day when you told me to stay away It dis hurt me badly but i had feelings other way So i standed still till you were there in front of me one day I do miss looking at you and seeing you smile But trust me i did learn to kill a part of me for people i once cared I always been not good as other guys to show whats in me I...

So here its back again far away from stormy rain I been hiding i been running down in there every now and than So i once sat down there and listened to people whom i love to be I listened to them till i had lost all the hope i had in me So i stepped off all my goals all my dreams to take my leap I made lot of mistakes and i did break down too But here i am now with a newer version meant to No one every learned whats going in me as i bluffed pain with smile in it It ain't that easy to know what and how i have survived till here to be But its even tougher for people to loose their faith in me So i stand firm holding every breath that puts faith in me I stand tight amd never let them face alone to be I know i would never have someone to hold me so tight All i wonder is would there be anyone other than my mom fear loose me right I might go high i would go down but i know my ways of climbing town Leaving that pen and paper away am typing this in a digital way Lessons i l...

I often been thinking to write a part of me I often been thinking her to scream out my story It all began like a story which had all beauty in it It all began with a parent having a small kid I learned to walk with a tears and smile on my parents face I spoke my first word and they were pleased for that to be Days and nights were hard for them when i used to be sick Time passed like a wind and just it made me grow young With every moment we cherished there was a beautiful memory And having a little brother was adding a beautiful peace to it Right there when i saw my mom and dad at peace looking at him to be Days were just so peaceful playing around our place to be Those memories which we cherished and made pictures to be So it was just gonna be a memory sooner or later to be Things just changed like a blink of an eye And all i saw was tears and people crying around me All i could see is my father laying down there I might have never been so strong but i survived that ...

Here are few lines just from the dream i had one night Things were really scarey and words might be little tricky It all started like this with a girl whom i often miss It all started with her smile which i thought to be my world Love and care is what i learned while i was around her She made me something what people around me were wishing for Every moment i have been around her flashes like a dream this days I still wait for her one smile her one word which could hold me on So i am writing it down all in me what i never would say it to be I been falling i been tearing myself all apart I been walking this distance while she is looking around for something I would be waiting for that miracle what i been listening She knows me so well that she is good at leaving me alone She is so much known to me that she can fake all to me I can't tell her anyway what's going all in me So here is am in this dark night writing down this lines Writing my feelings for her once use...

Once there i had a dream to make my name a fame I just had that feeling to make things different way I have seen the broken skies i have the way inside I have been through the darkness more than a time I stand right there still where the word of hope starts I stand at a place where it makes me what i stand in race I might never win i might never quit but all i do is what i make My fame is my earnings which i carry with all pride My journey of this life is all enough to describe I walk that distance where i am unaware of consequence I walk down that street where theres nothing beneath I look right in your eyes and can make you believe a lie I can look straight to your eye and narrate a story of life time. - Nitish

It's always going to be a dream what i always believed It's going to be a beautiful memory of you in me I won't let anyone hurt you when i am around I can give up things just like crazy when it comes to you I walked that distance and turned around for you I stood right there alone hoping all for you A day came by and you just walked pass me And all i was doing was standing there looking at you I know i was never so special ever for you But i always had a hope that has torn me apart I have been broken all inside just because you left me I have been shattered like a glass hurting me With every pain that is killing me i still would wish good for you Not just because its you but all for that one moment when i choose to stand by you. -Nitish

Lets write some lines just for the beauty of our life It was a while ago when i first had you in my sight It was just that monent when your smile made me fall Days passed away and months flew by and here we are in mid sky I always kept on telling you what i always feel for you But i always got low attention when i need you most here I have been down broken in pieces and shattered across I have no one standing by my side to let me in here It just passes a wave of pain and hardship to tear me apart But my smile is all i have gained to hide whats been inside Day by day i am learning my way of being lost in love oneday It's been always that monent when i had you right in front of me All i wonder this days is why it offen happens to me Every person i cared has already left me out here Every one that i know is been wondering howni survive here With every time i close my eye i see your picture to calm me down Every dream that i been dreaming to see you standing by my side ...

It's been a pretty long time with all this silence being It's been so quite as we speak nothing since time being Word's are all that i wanna say out loud all to you Looking at your smile it's all that brings me to peace I was just broken and shattered but you made me walk up It's all about you who has been making me be a good in me You been the reason for me being so living so far But lately you been distant and silent because of reasons untold I have been looking at that face hiding the pain and fear in it I been around looking right at you just for that one reason we being through I been looking at you just to find one reason to be by side of you I know you won't ever look at me the way i look at you I know the hope that makes me stand is the one i would fear someday But it's all about you that smile that blush and those eyes that makes all of you Word's are the only medium i can something to you As you know i just go mute while i am st...

Its just another day with all that flahbacks scaring me through Its just one another moment making me regret every minute true I have been down before i have been lost and broken in all So here i am writing this lines which might help me to find I always had a smllaer wish, a wish to hold someone indeed With every person i did let in who torn me apart and left me lonely I wish to hold her and tell her everything that i have been suffering I wish to stand out right there just like everyone happy indeed I wish to lay down in her lap while the world sees me as a stronger man I wish to tell her every moment i feel so she never walks out World is just a smaller place you never know who's in rat race Feelings keep on making us true breaking down and groom us too Just a look in a eye can make you who what people been through Just a smile on a face is enough though while you have a storm to face With every tear and a sleepless night i learn to be cold as dead With every mome...

Lets write some lines for that someone special in life Lets make them know what the mean for us everytime Its not just about their smile or seeing them happy Its about letting things go even those backstage gossips Stories that made through were never easy to say Stories that lived through were hard enough to be Its about faith and love we hold for someone that make us true Looking at that special one brings peace in us too Its just their one world and we bring the world down to their knee Its just their scar which could burn down a town to be Every tear every sorrow of their is all we want to be fixed indeed Its about loving that one person who you want to be Love is not about always being together Love is simply not just about holding their hand forever There are stories that made them as a history There are those stories which just flew by making people mystery No one would every know us or ever our part of story Because all it started as being a good friend ended a...

All we have now is nothing anymore around me left to loose All i know is i got loose cut when i was made to choose I would learn to stand up again while days would be hard again All i want is to be right next to you just like him once i should too All that fire inside of me i burning something once i used to be With every smile on my face there's something more hide beneath in there You would never know the best side of me just because i was not meant to be One day i would stand right there maybe looking you walk your way maybe I thought we were friends again but never knew until he came back in game Life's so crazy, it's make me just dizzy all i know is i wish i could be All i wish is to be greedy just like out there being selfish to be A smile in face while tear in eye is never a person would see me by I can hold on storm right inside me while people were around the day it should be Days just turned into nightmares for me leaving me sleepless aga...

Here i am just right below the dark night sky watching those city lights With every beeping sound of my phone i wish its a text from you With every line i write its just a dream of me been falling down here to be With every word of this is telling its own story in their own way to be So i often get questioned why i never loose my temper on any of you So here i stand on a point of immense confusion I stand with everything i have right in front of me The story of us i all i want to keep in me as deep With every passing day without it just makes harder to stay So here i am just waiting for you to turn around and have a look too We were once best friends to true and now a strangers in a queue I see you walking just by me and people staring right through me Life is like a steps just climbing through with days and nights in too Smile and sorrows are part of us too All i wish to end up being with you. - Nitish

Today am gonna write down a story A story maybe that everyone out there can imagine A story am gonna tell you the way i can be next to you It all began in that old fashion way way back there It was just like a flash of black and white TV world A small boy being born in a small town in a small family So it all began the day he played his first foot on the ground Like every parent they were happy to see him walking Like everybody out there i know it's a way boring story So here how it flew all along after years passed by with tragedy in his life He had multiple heartbreaks like every common guy out there He just looked at every face with a hope to find love in them He got betrayed he got played but all he had was a hope in him The journey just began when he saw a girl right at his workplace A ray of hope and wish just before he was gonna fall apart So he just saw her everyday while she walked a distance away He just smiled like a fool while she never looked at him to...

Here i am just out in search of peace Just writing down one another piece Story told us always what it used to say We believe things just way we see I been drowning way far from being saving I been trying harder to escape this thing My lines just get complicated when they used to be No one ever saw what was coming in me I sae those eyes all around me to be I looked straight in every eye while walking down to free Every person out there want a piece of peace for their soul We rush in day in and out just till day ends as night While you thought you known me all I just had a smile to make that fall I learned up while i was left alone unlike you I learned been the one i always wanted to Those every eye just judging me I sit down there just searching you -Nitish

Its been a while i have grow up a little thats what people keep in calling It all began with about 24years years ago when i just stepped in as a kid I was just 5 when i walked into that school with pretty scarey teachers I never knew time would slip one day and  bring me here now I was just 6 when i saw my younger brother in hospital to be I was just 10 when i saw him walking into his first school day be Life was pretty simple and days were just been awesome back there than Than life just took a flip and i turned down to 16 I never knew that it was just happening all to everyone around me I lost my idol my best friend forever in life to be I just lost a touch of thr greatest person my dad paased to be Time went little slow and hard on me back than where days felt like years to me I turned myself all down from that one man who was the hope for little man of me I saw every little part of world trembling around me while i was never prepared for it be So i went out and st...

I been close to death almost, I been close to loosing at most I been feared i have been burned down to my worst I been at those places where every one fears to be once I took my stand holding every pain in me I still do regret things i did maybe which were mistakes of me Looking at every eye i have learned to read inside them to be Looking at them i have learned what they dream always to be There is a lot in every one what they are potential to be Hope, faith and love makes at last all of us a human to be Looking right at that sky it resembles a symbol of hope to be As after every dark night there is a brighter day following it be It's the love that made us what we care and cherish in life one to be It's the faith in each other makes us walk the distances with strangers to be Every vow we make every stand we take defines our role in this Every time we look at that end it's a new beginning in be Holding on to ourselves we learned to face fears of eternity It...

I am writing it down just pulling all in me out now My nights been going sleepless with just too many thoughts I keep wishing it to end the way i picture it always I keep thinking of you with a hope you might turn one day My feelings go high every time i just have a look at you I just can't say it on your face because i fear loosing you Maybe someday i would hold on guts to express it to you But it just goes as a nightmare with the memory of denied by you I know i have been wrong every time and been now great as you But all i know is i wanna hold on to your smile because it keeps me believe You never know how it feels to have a sight of you You would never know easily as you don't want to hold on for me too As i made my vow the day i first told i always felt for you I do remember those words of denial running straight through me too I can't always be the one you been seeing me as true I have failed multiple times on you but never lost hope on you I learned ...

Today we are here standing right next to each other It's just some world where we are virtually together I could just have a feeling of looking right in your eye I can feel your breath and the heartbeat i won't deny It's been a while since i have been so into you It's always been you who has been holding me on to I have been breaking down now and then true And you been fighting for making me what i should do You have been asking me question on something breaking me too And i always been turning down ass i dunno what i should do Days do come and i scared just to loose you I just feel alive when i have a look right at you You might never know what you mean for me too A day would come when you would leave me too Friends and family are something i would never have for me I might go alone when you are gone too The memories of us is something i never wanna let go The memories of you makes me what i should do Looking at your smile i believe to start my day ...

The pain and grief it's all been hidden beneath I used to be a small town boy with bigger dreams I have been betrayed i have been lost since i was born I have been pretty dead beneath since i lost my dad It often makes me think what i lost when he was gone I often think of myself to be an orphan without his presence The way people look at me i wonder how it could be I have learned i have grown i have been something unknown I can smile and hide everything in that I can look right in your eye and learn what you missed to speak I learned my ways of believes and dis beliefs I learned my way of growing into someone i once i used to be I have been tired standing in front of all and always been told guilty I am tired been strong beyond my age what i should be With every day passing by the grief takes a part of me With every moment i live here by someone close to me cuts me My dreams are pretty simple to be a man who i always want to be All i been searching is some love a...